ON to Number two....
HOW exactly this happened. I have NO idea.....well I have an idea but....I think I am in disbelieve.
I found out on Saturday. I had the weirdest sickness to the half of a grape I put in my mouth....and then I thought OH SHIT I am pregnant! $9.19 later at the Target checkout line, a little pee on a stick in the Target bathroom no less and my thought was confirmed. I literally could not wait any longer I was about to pee when shopping so no judment.
It was so incredibly weird the night before I had taken the test I had a dream with T. and me in the hospital holding a baby in a pink blanket. I am so hopeful that this is my baby girl but I am even more hopeful that it is healthy.
I know this is bad but I havent told T. yet! I havent told anyone yet! NO ONE (well except the blog world) and I am literally dying for someone to know but I don't know if I am going to wait a while longer or if I am going to bust at the seams and tell T. this evening. I know he will be exstatic. Im nervous and scared just like with our first. But he is wonderful and so perfect. Im thinking this would make an awesome no cost Christmas present, but I dont know how long I can hold a secret, and I know T. cant hold a secret for five minutes before the whole world knows.
As for symptoms...My boobs are killing me today. UGH i am in agony. I don't know if that is primarily because I am pregnant or if it is because I went running yesterday with a not so supportive bra. Not eating first thing in the morning is making me nauseous, and I get hungry after about two hours after I have eaten. Like famished hungry. But after eating anything I am so totally naseous it makes me regret eating.
I am a little worried. I seem to have been eating exactly what I shouldnt have been for the past few weeks. Apparently deli meat is bad for pregnant girls and I have been loading it on top of my salads.So now I have to figure out exactly what the heck I am going to eat for lunch since my meat and cheese salad is gone. THANKS BABY CENTER!
Im literally exhausted all day it is very hard to pull myself out of my desk chair, and walking/running is something I have to push myself to do. I did however, despite my efforts to talk myself out of it convince a coworker to go and walk with me at lunch, of course it was to the local Publix, to get some crackers and cheese because I was craving them like crazy. the only thing I have craved since then was this dish t. fixed me the other day...Noodles and polska kielbasa, it was so good. ANd now I am craving it again.
I have become determined that I am not NOT going to allow myself to get as big as I did last time. I gained almost sixty five pounds with little one (he really wasnt so little) and I am not about to do that again, esspecially since I have been attempting to get this last twenty that has been with me for three years off. So I am going to keep with my jogging and start walking when I tire, and then put in an extra walk at night. I am hoping to gain only ten pounds within the first two trimesters. The pregnancy may have different ideas but I am motivated to keep excercising unless the good ole doc tells me naught.
I have also decided to take a GenderMAker test... I know that it probably is not accurate at all and I am not going to get my hopes up but I think it will be fun!!!! Til Next time!
Talk soon
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